just when i thought things will be easier...

well after 5 years of knowing them... i have to say i really dunno them... cuz wheneva i tell myself i know them very well... i think im wrong...

its not my fault rite dat i tried to make sum ppls life much easier???
well i shud have just told dem dun cum on both dayz... wth!!!

mad at me... i think i have learnt a lot from the previous years n experienced it with other people... im fine with people being mad at me... cz i get mad at people n i need a long time to get beta wif dem...

so, i hv said sorry n i dun mind if ur mad at me... i'll just get along... cz im too tired of being the middle person or the good one or the wateva dat causes me to put nuself in difficulty....

datz all ya'll!!! peace... =)

no way...

today we re arranged the tables...
results after everything...
NOT SATISFIED!!!
but luckily mr.haikal said we could re-set it if we didn't like it...

i don't mind the old arrangement...
i miss my yX... haha... =)
*no offence daphne...* i luv u...
haha...

me n daphne had a short but meaningful convo today...
haha... it was lame la actually... =.=

anyway... i have a story to tell...
its about 2 birds... eagle and egret...
well those two birds have got no pond to drink water from...
but the other birds either have a small area of water or a big ocean to drink from...
haha... u wont get the story because...
so if u think u can make me tell u what is it about then u can read it again...
if not just forget it and pretend you never read it k!!!

thats all for now..... =)

all bout skewl...

well... this week was just like any other week of a schooling day... i just feel like we didn't even have a 6weeks break... it was like returning to school after a 1 week break... this week had so many stuffs going on... on the first day itself we were walking and walking all around the school...

my buddies were bugging my life... even after i told them it was nobody... is it wrong being emo??? well i really dunno wads wrong wif me... maybe i just need some time... maybe i feel its just so lame to tell them those stuffs... maybe im just too lazy... maybe i don't feel like talking about it...

its not like they have never hidden stuffs from any of us right??? see!!! anywayz...
we had essay... some crappy stuffs... =)

that's it i guess... ciaouz for now... =)

another year has passed

i havent been blogging for more than a month i guess... so my blogging skills are karat-ed...
anyways, just wanted to look past this year...

got into science stream... worst decision ever.... da whole of 3cengal(08) no longer together... had some sad things in the family... ='(... many of our buddies went away... jenning, tasha, hazman, fathia, fariza, adib n i cnt remember who else.... then, well.... study study study study study..... which i didnt do quite well.... sat for exams... sucked.... i got scolding from teachers... too much scolding till i cnt remember who n for what....

bla... bla.... it had been pretty much a boring year la.... well till now i still thing 2008 was the best... cuz god knows what awaits ur in 2010... itz our last year in high skewl... then we r off in our own... so take care...

i juat wanted to take this time to wish everyone a happy n prosperous new year ahead!!!! n
to all ex-3cengal... may history repeat for our 2008 glory... although en.ghalib is no longer our bm teacher...

luv ya pepz!!! muaxx... <3>frenz 4 eva!!!

pandai tapi bodoh!!!

yeah u read it right im callin sumone pandai tapi bodoh...
memang betul... bodoh tahap ter-ekstreme!!!!!!

ru dat stupid to trust an outsider ah???
im jz so scared dat u might even tel da stuff dat i told u bout sum ppl dat im close to...
i mean he's not worth alomost 16years i noe u la....

which 1 is bigger to u few months of frenship or 16 years of familyship!!! (haha-familyship)
go to hell la!!!! bloddy tOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTtttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!
u call ur self a ....!!!

=(

jz crapz...

jz cant get u out of my mind....

am i jz too scared too move on n jz 4gt it that i'll never ever be ......
or jz still .................. on da same ...........

whenever i have the ..... feeling towards sum1..... i jz gotta let dem go.... cz dey dun belong wif me..... "not mine!!! haha..."

jz wana be away from the ground n be wif u sumwhere high....

=/

obsession or just mind games or just not willing to carry on??? =/

"wadz wrong? wadz wrong nw?
too many too many problems..."

"tell me why'd u have to go n make things so complicated..."

"get over it!!!"




the main thing iz dat...
i really duno wadz wrong wif me...
i look really ok... bt i jz cant seem to get ovet it...
y ru still stuck in my head....
jz cant seen to move on...
although im invisible to u....


"cant u see that im the one who understands u...
been here all along, so why cant u see...
you belong with meeeeee..."

maybe obsession la.... bt hw do i gt over it!!!!!!!!

=) =( ='( =/ =O